I feel like Jesus is trying to let me know something. This may seem trivial to some of yall but I’m having some boy problems. There’s this one guy who I’ve been talking to off and on since senior year of high school and I used to think he was the ONE. But some signs are beginning to point in other directions. He decided he wanted to fall off of the face of the Earth last semester and NEVER hit me up. Soooo when I finally saw him at church last week, he decided he could just slide right back into my life like nothing’s changed since last summer. ugh. I had to let him know I didn’t appreciate him only realizing my existence when I’m close by…it’s like out of sight out of mind with him and I don’t like it. Earlier this week, he invited me over to try to start over with me. It was cute but I held my ground. No touching, cuddling, kissing, I barely let him sit too close to me. Haven’t heard from him since and we’ll see if he decides to go MIA this summer as well. OH and on top of all this, my ex texted me while I was at his house AND ex bff’s ex boyfriend (who is also my friend) texted me today tryna spit some game. I just can’t handle all this. The one guy I really want just happens to be the only one that’s not exactly givin it his all at the moment. This summer will be a test run to see if I need to just move on for good. *deep sigh* Ok I’m done.